Dream Job

 

Hi everyone!

When someone asks me what job I want to get, 2 years ago i would say, "i want to work in an orchestra”, but now I’m not that sure haha. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to do it, but these years I’ve discover a lot other possibilities. Anyways, the past two years my self-esteem hasn’t been the best, so sometimes I feel like I’m not going to make it, or I don’t deserve what I’ve addressed. Because oh this, I've been assuming short term goals only, the pressure of thinking about what I want to do after I finish my career stress me out like crazy, so actually, I’ve not wasted my energy thinking about it.

That being said, I’m going to let me dream for a bit. I would like a job where I can travel a lot (maybe in another country), because I love meeting new people and making music with them. Also, I would like to have a job that gives me time for myself, or whatever I want to do in that moment of my life. I don’t want a job that takes all my time, I want to live my life too. Also I want a job that gives me enough so I can live with no worries, I don’t want big and expensive things, but live peacefully. So, working on an orchestra could give me this, but others things can do it too! If i can play my instrument, it's ok for me haha.

Also, I would love studying something for specialize myself in some subject. Maybe musicology, I think it’s very interesting because there are a lot of fields that have not been explored. Well, as you can see, theres a lot in my mind. Honestly, I just want to be happy doing what I like.


I didn't know what picture add, so i posted this gif is from a movie called "mimi wo sumaseba", it's about this kids figuring out what they want to do when they grow up, it's a healing movie, i recommend it uwu

Comments

  1. Sometimes it's ok to rest from the future and just be happy without thinking that much in what comes next, there is a lot of possibilities and i think the most important thing of all is just being happy too, i loved your blog uwu it made me think

    ps: I love so much that movie too!!!

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  2. I saw the gif before reading the blog and I thought you would want to work composing music for movies like Ghibli, I see that it was related in another way hahaha

    PS: I really liked that movie, especially that part you put where they sing the song <3

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  3. I can relate totally to your feeling of unknown future! Whatever it is I’m sure you’ll be happy<3 hugs

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  4. I like to think like that. Let's think about meeting our goals today, building a solid foundation for our career and when we finish we worry about what comes next, thus avoiding worry and stress.
    Hugss pulii

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