i wrote this while being so mad lol

 

Hi everyone!

Today I´m going to talk about what I would like to change about my study program. Spoiler: a lot.

The curriculum is too tight. At this moment I have 8 classes, and I haven’t failed or repeated any of them. This doesn’t give me the time for study properly for every single class, so I have to choose every week wich class I’m going to focus on. This makes vary hard to have a practice routine for the principal instrument that I’m actually studying.

IN FACT, AT THIS MOMENT I’M TRYING TO FOCUS ON 2 DIFFERENT UNIVERSITY PROYECTS, HELP .

Also, as you can imagine, is hard to actually learn in every class, so I feel like I lose a lot of time. Maybe if they offer different specialties like just pedagogy, chamber music, orchestra repertoire, soloist, or music director. They try to teach me everything, but I can´t do it at the same time, I feel like I can’t do anything right. But also, I want to do all that to, this is hard.

On other hand, the infrastructure is so poor TT, we don’t have a proper space for studying, or for the whole orchestra to have concerts, I think that’s the bare minimum, and we don’t have it. We don’t have a rest area, no grass, no bench. We don’t have a place to buy food inside the building. The elevator need to be fix like every week. At least now we have soap because of covid, but we still don’t have toilet paper.

I don’t know what else to say, I feel so mad now.

Ok bye.xoxo.

(random pics that i took ages ago, now I look at them and feel so nostalgic because I miss it, even with flaws TT, i feel better now, ok bye, now it's 4 real)